Happy'ish. There are always things that could be better, but there are also for damn sure a lot of things that could be worse! I would say that when I'm "in my

Happy'ish. There are always things that could be better, but there are also for damn sure a lot of things that could be worse! I would say that when I'm "in my head" myopically focuses on my own internal drives and desires I can find room to say I'm less than fully happy, because there are plenty of things I still want to (have|do|see|accomplish|whatever). But when I step back and look at things in perspective, while my life isn't perfect, I can see that A. I've (done|seen|had|accomplished|whatever) quite a lot the things I wanted in life, and B. there are lots of people out there who would probably see me as "successful" and would be happy to trade places with me. So yeah.. on balance, I'm not unhappy, but I'm still striving for things. Definitely not in some Zen state of enlightenment or whatever.