I should be happy, but I’m not. 99% of my unhappiness comes from the fact that I wake up in the morning and think how I am going to waste my entire day at my jo

I should be happy, but I’m not. 99% of my unhappiness comes from the fact that I wake up in the morning and think how I am going to waste my entire day at my job (highly paid FAANG “nonetheless”). Me being alive in this universe and at this point in time is such a miracle and rare privilege, and yet I waste most of it in Corporate America. The only thing I tried so far is changing jobs multiple times: I still feel the same.