For the sake of contrast to your post, I present my terrible personality. When I'm sober I feel simultaneously manic and under-stimulated. I tend to exhibit un

For the sake of contrast to your post, I present my terrible personality. When I'm sober I feel simultaneously manic and under-stimulated. I tend to exhibit uncooperative or argumentative behavior. This leads me to avoid others and isolate because I don't want them to get mad or dislike me. I have a hard time shutting my mouth. I'm so tired of playing the game of socializing, most people have nothing interesting or unpredictable to say or talk about. When I'm drunk, I'm actually nice and can lie to kick it. I'm genuinely more loving, forgiving, and fun-loving. - I like who I am when I'm drunk, and I don't like sober me - I don't feel a loss of control and my experiences are better when I am able to let go of pretension and disappointment. - I remember everything that happens to me, at worst I forget a non-important conversation