I genuinely want aliens to be real and do believe that life in some form is out there. However, I'm not going to believe that little green men from Mars visit

I genuinely want aliens to be real and do believe that life in some form is out there. However, I'm not going to believe that little green men from Mars visit the US government in flying saucers because of evidence so bad that "crackpots and videogame programmers" can debunk it.