Sounds like you are very ambitious But something quite traumatic has happened to you Those symptoms you are experiencing could be your body trying to protect

Sounds like you are very ambitious But something quite traumatic has happened to you Those symptoms you are experiencing could be your body trying to protect yourself It sounds like you're trying to ignore those signals with caffeine tablets and other bypasses If I was in your position I would start trying to figure out when you experience disregularation so you can notice it I'd also be thinking about grieving for yourself and trying to process those signals your body is telling you This is not an easy thing to do