Nah, I was more so ethically at odds with going to an institution for one thing while rejecting the core belief of the institution. Felt like building relations

Nah, I was more so ethically at odds with going to an institution for one thing while rejecting the core belief of the institution. Felt like building relationships based on lies. Like if I went to a super active model airplane hobbyist meetup group filled with interesting kind people, so I could get the social benefits, but I actually believed model airplanes were silly and even more so that they don't actually exist