I think it's fine if you want to make yourself feel something, that's rational self-interest, no harm done to anyone. I would think less of it if it was just to

I think it's fine if you want to make yourself feel something, that's rational self-interest, no harm done to anyone. I would think less of it if it was just to impress others, in that case you harm yourself (do something you don't like) to make others feel something. Or perhaps it's more complex, there may be secondary effects that are beneficial to you, perhaps some form of status. Regardless, it feels disingenuous.