I feel very torn on this topic. I still wear a mask in situations like a crowded airplane and likely always will. I was for much tighter lockdowns and am veheme

I feel very torn on this topic. I still wear a mask in situations like a crowded airplane and likely always will. I was for much tighter lockdowns and am vehemently pro-vaccine and even people I highly respect cannot really convince me that school shutdowns were a mistake. I'm also really worried about long COVID and am worried what might happen with repeated infections. Yet I personally lost three loved ones during the pandemic. One person was my grandma. She was in her late nineties, had advanced dementia and died of a COVID infection. The other two were friends who died from causes related to mental health and I think there is a good chance they'd still be around right now if it wasn't for the pandemic and the isolation that came with it.