And none of the actions you used to do are linked to a joyful anticipation, it's like all weights have been reversed. That's how you end up stuck in bed, there'

And none of the actions you used to do are linked to a joyful anticipation, it's like all weights have been reversed. That's how you end up stuck in bed, there's no idea in your brain that can trigger the motivation center, eating, walking to a room, standing.. nothing. The few that remained (in my personal case, can't speak about others) was a strange sense of gamification of everything. Lift that spoon with only one finger. That allows some influx of positive will but it can get drained real fast (to the point of physiological collapse .. a bit like narcolepsia) And yeah, long term management basically teach your brain to desensitize to its own bugs so you can at least not drown in negative emotions. But it's a double edged sword cause you're tapering down your own self in the process.