It is ok. There are many things happening when you pursue a project. Only one of them is the output of the project. One day when you have done this enough, you

It is ok. There are many things happening when you pursue a project. Only one of them is the output of the project. One day when you have done this enough, you will stop, and you will know something that someone who created and maintained a few projects, someone you might presently assess as more accomplished, will not know. You are spending desire to capture diffuse information in your own understanding.