I find a non-real, non-living girlfriend, the idea of it, very very depressing. My actual GF does indeed hate my friends, my family, and even what I am and wha

I find a non-real, non-living girlfriend, the idea of it, very very depressing. My actual GF does indeed hate my friends, my family, and even what I am and what I stand for. Has used a lot of pejoratives towards me, especially when with her younger teen sister. No it's not okay, I know this.