My sympathies on your sleep disorder. To me, your biggest solvable problem is learning to stand up for yourself. You are telling a story about your sleep phas

My sympathies on your sleep disorder. To me, your biggest solvable problem is learning to stand up for yourself. You are telling a story about your sleep phase syndrome, but I am reading a story about how you were bullied by people who picked up on your fear and anxiety. That's something you can fix. It may be difficult to find a job that works with your unusual schedule. You should be honest with prospective employers before you take any position. Everyone should understand what they're getting into. But once you are hired, you need to take care of your health. Walk out the door when it is time to go. Don't justify yourself or be apologetic. You already know how that ends up. Your managers and coworkers will adjust if you stand up for yourself. Of course, starting your own company is good too. :) Good luck.