> I personally get really anxious when I'm "wasting" time and would rather learn something What happens when you get to such a state where you simply cannot NO

> I personally get really anxious when I'm "wasting" time and would rather learn something What happens when you get to such a state where you simply cannot NOT waste time? E.g. your job becomes so soul-sucking that you have no mental energy left? Might you be then the author of the post? Hmm.