Both times I tried edibles I had a horrible time, the second time I locked myself in the toilet for 2 hours. I had an overwhelming, pure sense of (impending) do

Both times I tried edibles I had a horrible time, the second time I locked myself in the toilet for 2 hours. I had an overwhelming, pure sense of (impending) doom not based on any expressable thought. When smoking normally, it‘s easier to stop when things become overwhelming.