I am the exact same weight as 4 or 5 years ago when I could engage in hours long fap-thons. Exercise such as cardio make me feel extremely stupid and dumb, lik

I am the exact same weight as 4 or 5 years ago when I could engage in hours long fap-thons. Exercise such as cardio make me feel extremely stupid and dumb, like an hamster on a wheel running for no real reason. Same for weight lifting except I don't know which animal does purpose-less weight lifting I reserve myself the option to try boxe because maybe the presence of an opponent to beat would give meaning to the whole enterprise which is absent in solo cardio and weight lifting > > Adderal has the opposite effect. Yes Adderal and stimulants in general make it hard to achieve an erection but my problem is libido. Meaning that I have no desire to engage in cunlingus either. If Adderal can give me back libido then I could just engage in cunlingus and take sildenafil or taladafil as needed to achieve the erection under Adderal