I'm so overwhelmed how it's my fault that the planet is dieing that I decided to make the egotistic decision. I Use glass because it won't poison me with chemic

I'm so overwhelmed how it's my fault that the planet is dieing that I decided to make the egotistic decision. I Use glass because it won't poison me with chemicals, and when it breaks and gets in the ocean, it will turn back into sand and pretty transparent stone. Glass is not gonna stay in the environment forever, even if plastics would be "better" because less co² and silica.