I guess the hard part of this question is deciding what is realistic, and what isn't. If I have to answer within the realm of realistic, then my answer is - ho

I guess the hard part of this question is deciding what is realistic, and what isn't. If I have to answer within the realm of realistic, then my answer is - honestly I don't know. I want to enjoy my life. When I'm working I want to feel excited and invested. When I'm not working I want to feel like my time is well spent. The issue really is, I don't know what I need to do to feel this way. I have a great job, pays well, etc. Comfort is definitely not the issue. I travel occasionally, but that's not sufficient. Life just feels so monotonous and boring but doesn't seem to bother anyone else.