Or the only women left to believe in god are those who didn't face gods wraith in sense of being raped, beaten, gotten cancer or left with no money. Independen

Or the only women left to believe in god are those who didn't face gods wraith in sense of being raped, beaten, gotten cancer or left with no money. Independent of this, I can't believe in god as it doesn't make any sense to do so for me. For me believing would mean ignoring everything which makes god either non existent or a really really shitty asshole god. Believe would be for me borderline dillusional