This will be an unpopular take I'm sure, but to do what you're describing is to deny yourself personal growth and to deny yourself the best of what life has to

This will be an unpopular take I'm sure, but to do what you're describing is to deny yourself personal growth and to deny yourself the best of what life has to offer. Yes, being alone sucks. Take that sentiment and go out and seek companionship in other human beings. Our relationships with other people, platonic or otherwise, and the pain that may follow, is all a part of the human experience. My father never remarried or had another relationship. He's now in his seventies and laments that he never tried again. No, he doesn't want to be friends with the AI arse-wiping machine. People live and people die. People love and people leave. Find happiness in the good moments and seek out the next one.