> "If I ever started to doubt, or believe there wasn’t a God, it would send me into a spiral of ‘What ifs,’ things that I would rather not get into.” It's sad

> "If I ever started to doubt, or believe there wasn’t a God, it would send me into a spiral of ‘What ifs,’ things that I would rather not get into.” It's sad to see the impact childhood indoctrination has on ones thinking, even decades later. Once I embraced the uncertainty I actually found it much less anxiety inducing than eternal flames, rapture, being left behind, judgement for natural desires, and all that make believe garbage.