That you are apparently easily offended and paranoid that you have been attacked are two more symptoms. I am not responsible for your emotions. For the sake of

That you are apparently easily offended and paranoid that you have been attacked are two more symptoms. I am not responsible for your emotions. For the sake of those you care about, get evaluated and seek treatment. It is easy, cheap, non-invasive, drug free, and enjoyable, and I assure you that you'll never regret that you did. Your next emotion is going to be denial, which I'm afraid is also a symptom. If you won't seek treatment, then please consider that your pride is not a virtue. Its exact opposite, humility, is the virtue.