Softwired! I was the same for many many years but changed as I grew older. The mindset you have is not bad in any way, I enjoyed my life then just the same as I

Softwired! I was the same for many many years but changed as I grew older. The mindset you have is not bad in any way, I enjoyed my life then just the same as I do now. The brain changes over time, so subsidies or other solutions could still have an impact.