> I have no other forum to discuss this because it's taboo. I don't need lectures or unsolicited advice. What then are you hoping to discuss, other than to be

> I have no other forum to discuss this because it's taboo. I don't need lectures or unsolicited advice. What then are you hoping to discuss, other than to be convinced that your life does have value and you can find meaning in it? The thing about ideating ones end is that nobody who has “gone through” it can provide their perspective on the ordeal and if it was well advised or not. There are plenty of accounts of golden gate jumpers who recounted brilliant moments of clarity on the way down and survived, however.