Morbid indeed. Sounds like classic separation of Wanting vs. Liking in addiction https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reward_system#Wanting_and_liking https://en.m.

Morbid indeed. Sounds like classic separation of Wanting vs. Liking in addiction https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reward_system#Wanting_and_liking https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reward_system#Wanting_and_li...