Why did we ask ? Say I'm a programmer and looking at screen one hour, is it a crime ? Time management ? Resource management ? Do I have to sit that desk and be

Why did we ask ? Say I'm a programmer and looking at screen one hour, is it a crime ? Time management ? Resource management ? Do I have to sit that desk and be productive, and compete my friends? Is the context we perceive, all about resources, material ? Where is my mind ? I'm here, writing these, but where is my mind, where is my will, am I the person who I want to be ? Why I'm not best programmer of the world ? Is it about multi tasking, or will to be on that desk, or will to be in that person, me, myself, you, they ? Am I really here ? I would ask myself - I feel lucky - do I want to be on this desk ? I would ask my supervisor, I need to go out, I cant be here now ? Do we really love coding, or current state of business consume our love ? I left my job 20 years a go. I feel regret whenever I need some resources - say money, credibility, being a man, ... - But I still love coding. And I'm almost completely there when I code, "multi tasking", it just a thought since we started to see our brain like PUs. We are constantly multitasking, I can not name it like that but it is as it is. Our brain is not a PU.