I was hammered by my parent into an educational success machine. Now that's all I can do. I've been putting a considerable amount of my time into helping peopl

I was hammered by my parent into an educational success machine. Now that's all I can do. I've been putting a considerable amount of my time into helping people for past 20 years, that doesn't mean people like to spend time with me outside work and studies. I didn't do, and didn't learn how to do actives growing up, it's just awkward to others and I when I try. I even cook 5 course meals and workout at home. Of course I'm going to be constantly online, games and forums are were I'm loved.