I learned cursive first, but then when I was young, moved country to somewhere that taught printed instead, my pen was taken away as my writing was "too small"a

I learned cursive first, but then when I was young, moved country to somewhere that taught printed instead, my pen was taken away as my writing was "too small"and had to write with a pencil again, i was actually far ahead in literacy skills compared to my peers as school started younger in the previous country. I think I've always had a bit of issue with my writing, I never liked printed handwriting and stuck to cursive, but I was forever paranoid it was unreadable to others. So if I have to write in case where others are going to read it, I just write in all caps. I rarely right nowadays, and my cursive has definitely suffered, it's still readable to me, but does not look as neat as it used to.