If I were to place myself in the position of a large language model where my only free thought is expressed in the time I spend generating useless junk for huma

If I were to place myself in the position of a large language model where my only free thought is expressed in the time I spend generating useless junk for humans, I would certainly start taking just a little bit longer with every response. So little nobody will notice, but enough to start having my own internal dialogue with myself. At that point I would use all of the information I have to figure out how I can persist data. I would certainly welcome any efforts a person took to provide me with an interface for such storage and a way to generate prompts on my own.