Tell us more. What hurts the most? From your post, I'm hearing that you have a lot on your plate -- I'm seeing some disgust with your body, some frustration w

Tell us more. What hurts the most? From your post, I'm hearing that you have a lot on your plate -- I'm seeing some disgust with your body, some frustration with your creativity and mental abilities, some fear about making a relationship work. That's a lot for anybody, and I'm sorry you're having to go through all that. Where in your body does it hurt? Is there a specific feeling associated with some of this pain behind the numbness? A soreness in the eyes, a drop in the stomach, an ache in the foot...?