That’s a hallucination. You didn’t go deep enough to forget what it is but others do. Psychosis is the same. They don’t see a literal government agent in front

That’s a hallucination. You didn’t go deep enough to forget what it is but others do. Psychosis is the same. They don’t see a literal government agent in front of them, they smell the numbers and that means the government is listening. They can see the numbers in the walls.