A should have died, how am I here event. However six days after the accident still resting up, I slowly began to realise I was losing or had lost some core bi

A should have died, how am I here event. However six days after the accident still resting up, I slowly began to realise I was losing or had lost some core bits of memory / learning from a couple of important younger years, which made some things impossible like programming at the level I used to be able to do. While that in itself was sad and perhaps expected, more notable to me were the changes relating to some other people in my life, mostly to do with figuring I was a soft target for some of their antics ... I ended up going down the part of researching human behaviour, which brought about a peaceful realisation why various nasty people in my past life were and are they way they are - some people are just destined to be not the greatest people to work with or even be around.