Find another hobby. Preferably one that channels your creative impulse in a positive way. Not one that thrives on fear. And hopefully doesn't involve compute

Find another hobby. Preferably one that channels your creative impulse in a positive way. Not one that thrives on fear. And hopefully doesn't involve computers. Google doesn't make oil paints. It doesn't make lap steel guitars. It doesn't make pruning sheers, mulch, and garden gnomes. Dogs aren't connected to the internet. Etc. Good luck.