Thanks for the pointer. Will check out that direction. There is not a me problem though. Not in the sense of me being maladjusted to a fucked up world. If by c

Thanks for the pointer. Will check out that direction. There is not a me problem though. Not in the sense of me being maladjusted to a fucked up world. If by checking out you mean see a therapist to beef me up against the way we live and/or medicate myself out of it then no thanks. That'd be throwing in the towel which if I were to do I wouldn't reach out here and elsewhere. Also tried talking with a few therapists. How to put it kindly? All they cared about is taking my money and ensure that I'm already convinced that they will help me (but it's part of their damned jobs to convince me they are not useless). So, thanks but no thanks. I'll keep looking but the sample so far was subpar.