one of my childhood fantasies was to create weapons that kill very effienctly once I had the opportunity to get a job in this field (electronics area) in my ea

one of my childhood fantasies was to create weapons that kill very effienctly once I had the opportunity to get a job in this field (electronics area) in my early 20's, I then questioned my morals and realised I didn't want to contribute to killing people many decades later, I'm not so moralistic - esp with the UKR / rus war but that ship has sailed