Sounds like you might need more information on both of your options. It might help to write and respond to: What are all of the ways I can stay motivated and

Sounds like you might need more information on both of your options. It might help to write and respond to: What are all of the ways I can stay motivated and productive while living with my parents? What are the worst case scenarios with both options, and how can I overcome them? What are all of the ways to ramp up revenue/income faster so that I can have more options?