I know there are subtle effect differences between the preparations, sorry that I came across that way. In fact what you describe I also experienced with Vyvan

I know there are subtle effect differences between the preparations, sorry that I came across that way. In fact what you describe I also experienced with Vyvanse for years and it just toned down in the recent years by staying at a lower dose and then adding an SSRI (which pretty much removed all those 'triggers' I had of berating people, yet not the 'stim look' that people have on their eyes when on stimulants, that only fades out after the 8-12 hours when you become human again) One time I tried Bupropion instead, I got immediately super short fuse, berating people and so on. Reminded me of a boss I hated so much that would grill me over small things on my PRs for hours, rather than moving on quickly. I didn't want to become anything close to that guy so I just stopped. My point is, the studied outcomes are usually just one variable, that ignores a lot of the extra behavioral effects we as patients get in practice, but it's a good pointer in guiding where to aim treatment first for most. And it seems now LDX is being tried first, before Adderall over there in some practices, with the added convenience of making refills easier. Good luck with your journey pal, I only wish it'd be easier for all of us.