Can you expand on what you mean by: >Now I'm 3 years out of school, unable to attend college, I've unfortunately strayed from my path and I'm failing to find m

Can you expand on what you mean by: >Now I'm 3 years out of school, unable to attend college, I've unfortunately strayed from my path and I'm failing to find my way back to it. What is your path? Programming? Why can't you get back to it? Just open an IDE and write some code. Or do you not want to write code for money?