I lose in Randori all the time (at least every week) to the black/brown belts at my gym and it’s usually to the sound of laughter. Yea I want to win but it’s f

I lose in Randori all the time (at least every week) to the black/brown belts at my gym and it’s usually to the sound of laughter. Yea I want to win but it’s fun pulling and grip fighting and the throws are beautiful and eloquent even when it’s you getting thrown.