I’m in the exact same spot. I’ve been trying to get back on medication for ADHD for the first time since childhood solely because I’m scared I’m not going to be

I’m in the exact same spot. I’ve been trying to get back on medication for ADHD for the first time since childhood solely because I’m scared I’m not going to be able to experience mental clarity ever again if I get COVID. It’s impossible to talk to anyone about anxieties like that now because everyone has already determined that they got COVID and everything was fine, so therefore, I should stop trying. Some part of me would love that, but like you said, I just can’t let go. Impulsivity be damned.