Death is short term hard, long term easy. Life is all over the place - sometimes hard, sometimes easy, usually misunderstood and massively influenced by whateve

Death is short term hard, long term easy. Life is all over the place - sometimes hard, sometimes easy, usually misunderstood and massively influenced by whatever happens to be one’s current mood. Some have stable moods, some swing, some are more/less influenced by sleep, exercise & blood sugar level. Ethics, morality, and philosophical approach in general typically evolve over a lifetime. Maybe your current one is incompatible. Ok. Maybe it’ll be the same forever. Ok. But then again, maybe it won’t? Are you still young enough to be sure? (I’ve been so sure of so many things...) Personally I found some semblance of peace when I finally accepted who and what I am, tried less to fit in and more to live & let live, and found a sleep, exercise & eating pattern that worked well. Maybe you would too?