Maybe she would have had a better experience spooning some handsome gentleman himself out of his mind on mdma than holding the hand of someone writing in a jour

Maybe she would have had a better experience spooning some handsome gentleman himself out of his mind on mdma than holding the hand of someone writing in a journal with the other hand and telling her to do breathing exercises? Or maybe not. These are basically religious experiences and there is a human and emotional element to consider. It's highly non-obvious.