I HAVE BEEN FLAGGED AGAIN FOR "POSTING TOO FAST". :/ I will finish these question so keep coming back. I started dropping into mania, psychosis, and paranoia

I HAVE BEEN FLAGGED AGAIN FOR "POSTING TOO FAST". :/ I will finish these question so keep coming back. I started dropping into mania, psychosis, and paranoia and then a deep depression that made work impossible and put me in the hospital. My girlfriend of seven years who I put through vet school left me (thanks!), my work gave me a mutual separation with 6 month severance. I sold my townhouse and rented a room for $350 a month and sold nearly everything I had to get by.