"Embarrassing"? To whom, you or somebody else? If it was 'embarrassing' to you, it wouldn't be a high priority for you anyway. If it was 'embarrassing' for so

"Embarrassing"? To whom, you or somebody else? If it was 'embarrassing' to you, it wouldn't be a high priority for you anyway. If it was 'embarrassing' for somebody else, why would you bother to care about that while you were chasing some goal of yours? If you suddenly find you have a lot more time than the three days you were initially given, you could decide to make more of your life than before. But embarrassment doesn't really become a factor at all whether you decide one way or the opposite.