I used to have that feeling too. Getting out of the work loop was the best thing I did, luckily in Finland it was possible due to the support system here, so I

I used to have that feeling too. Getting out of the work loop was the best thing I did, luckily in Finland it was possible due to the support system here, so I was not left all on my own. On that time, worked on my own software and passions. This lead to being able to work again with a team and with somebody else, but now on something that is my passion and that I love doing (most of the time). Just encouraging to make the jump!