I second getting help. Over the years, even up to the present time, I have tried to do all the right things like getting properly assessed, undergoing therapy,

I second getting help. Over the years, even up to the present time, I have tried to do all the right things like getting properly assessed, undergoing therapy, seeking proper medication, millions attempts to better myself, etc.. I'm still doing trying to do everything I listed above, but I have made little to no progress over the last decade, and in some ways, I feel that I have actually regressed. I have started to accept that I might be fundamentally broken beyond repair. I am not saying any of this to discourage anyone from getting proper help, I just think people should be aware that treatments are not a guarantee.