> I constantly find myself in a state of paralysis where I know what to do, I know how to do it, I even know how to do it quickly so it can be over and done, bu

> I constantly find myself in a state of paralysis where I know what to do, I know how to do it, I even know how to do it quickly so it can be over and done, but I still just don't want to START anything. I'm stuck in the same position you described, except that I want to, but pretty much everyone around me is actively preventing me to work on anything.