I'll go farther, I want to be as strong as I can be, at something near my minimum healthy weight. Weight is wear and tear on my body I don't want. Sadly, I'm ve

I'll go farther, I want to be as strong as I can be, at something near my minimum healthy weight. Weight is wear and tear on my body I don't want. Sadly, I'm very far from that goal... My appetite is just so intense after lifting, it is really hard not to eat big, so I end up dirty bulking and never have cut.