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You probably are an outlier. Most people haven't experienced a complete detachment from reality. However, you are not alone. I lost my marbles in 2020. Covid i
by throw_away909 4y ago
You probably are an outlier. Most people haven't experienced a complete detachment from reality. However, you are not alone. I lost my marbles in 2020.
Covid isolation, lack of separation between remote work and personal life and a having a 2-year at home at all times without family help led me to two consecutive visits to a mental hospital. I had never experienced any signs of mental illness other than some mild depression and anxiety. I was well into my 30s. However, with my mental break, I was fully gone for about a month and half.
It wasn't fossils for me, At various points, I believed that:
- I was dead
- Water is the only thing needed to sustain human life and we're all being poisoned
- My daughter was dead
- I was in hell
- I was abducted by aliens
- I was in a real life version of the Simpsons (where I was Bart Simpson and the other mental hospital patients were other characters)
- I had perfect pitch and could harmonize better than Brian Wilson
- I was a genius
- My mom and dad were trying to kill me
- I was the spiritual successor to Daniel Johnston
- I could travel through time
I had to go through 14+ ECT procedures to come back to reality and the transition back reality was the most difficult experience of my life as I felt broken was deeply, deeply depressed and suicidal and that I was failure to my family. It was and has been very isolating to not have an outlet to talk about this experience with anyone. This is a throwaway account, but I have an email if in my profile if you (or anyone else) wants to discuss mental health issues honestly and not feel so alone or judged.
- muzani 4y agoNot my situation, but I think I have several friends going through this. Any suggestions you would have in getting someone in that situation to seek help, and what the right kind of help looks like?
- throw_away909 4y agoFor me, I did not enter into the hospital by getting encouragement from a friend. It was kind of a clean break from reality overnight where I was driving around aimlessly looking for a police station to report a "crime" (just one of my delusions). Once I found an officer, I couldn't really conjure coherent sentences and he took me to the hospital at my request. I think the best thing to do for friends experiencing an episode is to do what you can to help them get near their closest family and friends and be supportive and encouraging of them in seeking mental help from professionals.
- hnfong 4y ago> Most people haven't experienced a complete detachment from reality I don't know, anecdotally I suspect more people have weird issues than you'd think. We're just pretty good at hiding them until we can't.
- throw_away909 4y agoFair enough, being a patient in mental hospital during Covid (when everyone was at their wit's end) did reveal that were a lot of people struggling at that time. More than I would expect.