I also found that didn't like anything in that general application space at all. On any system/OS. I'm currently rolling my own and am using pal, awk, and cron/

I also found that didn't like anything in that general application space at all. On any system/OS. I'm currently rolling my own and am using pal, awk, and cron/timers for dropping calendars and event reminders into my journal. My personal theory is that 2D grid calendars themselves are not a good fit for fluid computing in the way it has developed. The best calendars of that sort offer allowances toward a hybrid conceptual/emotional workspace and thus are not especially informationally valuable especially next to list/agenda formats. This is hand-wavvy though because I still think they are valuable digitally here and there. For this reason I'll just offer at a stretch that it may be worth exploring art and design software, particularly if it allows you to do some scripting...no guarantees that will even sound interesting though. When people can't find a thing in a forest of things, that's often a cue that the journey needs to turn inward first, toward e.g. subjective specification