Dude, none of that matters! You are essentially here to experience the world and therefore the bad experiences count to buuuut this is far from the end of the

Dude, none of that matters! You are essentially here to experience the world and therefore the bad experiences count to buuuut this is far from the end of the line. You can still become one of the greatest programmers the world has ever seen. I chose to study economical psychology instead of computer science, because, truth be told, comp-sci you can learn in your free time. I have been taught by many people over the years and just kept on rolling with the craft. By now I have 20 years of experience and specialize in Kubernetes, which has not even been invented when i went to college. Live is full of challenges, that is what makes it worth it. If you really want to become a coder, than the challenges ahead can be solved by educating yourself, interacting with others and just throwing code against the wall. As for your current job, you definitely should not start out as a full stack. Stuff will click for you by itself with time.